A Visa -Soon To Be- Problem

I'm kinda worrying right now because I just called visa agencies in HK 7 hours ago, discussing bout the situation of my visa. And then I got the same answer that for Indonesian people, we could only apply 1 month chinese visa, even worse one of the agencies said that -1 month chinese visa with 15days of stay-

Jadi ya saya bener - bener lagi agak cemas sekarang, ud sampe berdoa sama Tuhan, minta hikmah and kekuatan. I'm not trying to be "lebay" but this is for real. Visa ku itu sekarang yang student visa hanya sampai 31st December 2009, tadinya I didn't have a problem cuz I was supposed to attend the graduation ceremony sometime on December, but my school decided without students' consent to postpone the graduation until March 2010, then how bout me and my problem ?? The 1st option is that the school has to help me have another extension of student visa no matter what, kalo sampe situasi terburuk ya, harus apply visa monthly. Jadi aku berdoa sama Tuhan [and minta dukungan semua temen-temen] jangan sampe terjadi situasi terburuk. I admit I've face worse problems + trials compared to this one, but if I think about it, there's no comparison between problems - they have their own different set of difficulties at different set of time. But I'm glad I have survived all of the difficult trials that I thought I would had never had the courage to even go through in the first place. Therefore for this one ?? I could only be positive, pray to GOD, and do what's best for me. Most importantly, let Jesus take care of it because I believe HE won't give me trials + problems that I could never handle ~ I believe Tuhan memberikan semua cobaan kepada saya karena DIA tahu bahwa saya bisa melewati nya dengan baik.

Meanwhile, for few days ago, I had money-related problem, but I've solved it yesterday with ease, I believe this is also God's miracle that bestowed upon me. Thank YOU again, GOD.

So... right now all I can do is pray to GOD to guide me solving this visa problem and hope for the BEST, dari dulu sampai sekarang aku sudah percaya bahwa itu semua uda HIS PLAN and I believe HE has BIG BEAUTIFUL PLAN for me. Kalo memang ini one of the trials that I have to go through then so be it because I know I will end up as a winner. To be honest, if it's not because of GOD - I wouldn't be able to go through the things that I went through, especially for the past 7 months.

And saya bisa duduk disini typing my feelings + my emotions + my truth + my FAITH and saya juga masih bisa berdiri stronger everyday despite what I went through and what I will go through, it's only because of God and HIS grace.

Thank you Jesus - my God - my Savior - my Manager of Life ~ up until now you still show me how GOOD you are to me.

Thank you for my best of friends because I know they support me no matter what.

For How Long ??

Good Day !! ~

I want to apologize for not being able to write or post anything for more than three months. The main reason is that facebook - youtube - twitter - blogspot - all of them are banned in China. The other reason is that I've been busy with some of new dramas in my life.

But I promise I will keep on posting details related to me and my life, at least what's left of it. And I'm here feeling grateful because I can open all of the banned website through a particular -way- that I'm not gonna spill because I'm afraid the government might track it down.

Some of the important things that I will post:

- My Birthday Celebration

- Why I decided to move to a new place [and why I also want to terminate a fucking ghost-bitch]

- My life that I'm living at the moment

- The Good, The Bad, and The Drama

- A positive outlook for the past 3 months

...I'm going offline now and hopefully I will have enough time to post all of the stories above. *fingers crossed*

Meanwhile, I'm here to tell everyone that -The Majesty- is back !!

XoXo

Taylor Swift

I can't believe that I'm being so cheesy at the moment. I mean, I'm dedicating this one blog to my ultimate favorite country-pop singer ~ the Fan-fucking-tastic ~Taylor Swift~ [OMFG!! she's so pretty and very talented ~ can't u believe she started writing songs on the tender age of 12? I was practically such a spoiled brat at the time.

Taylor got my attention at first because she's a pretty blonde [d'uh] that Joe Jonas broke up with the whole -27 seconds phone call- ~ that's HARSH! ~ I mean, why would he do that? I think Taylor Swift has everything that a guy could wish for a girlfriend. Why he did that is totally beyond me.

Well, no worries ~ Taylor Swift is far more successful and better than her stupid ex in terms for celebrity profile, albums, hit-singles, and everything that an artist could wish for. Good For You, Taylor!! [btw, remember the whole -Justin was jealous over Britney's career and he never got over it- fiasco?? same thing!!].

The first time I listened to Teardrops On My Guitar, I realized that I love Taylor Swift and I started to behave like a -freak- every time I hear or see her name or everything that relates to her. And I believe everyone who has read my blogs knows that already. And from that starting point, I love and have all her singles in my iPod, from her 2 albums ~ self-titled debut album & Fearless. I have to be honest, this is the only second time in my history of lifetime that my -freaking fan behaviors- kicking back. The first one was for Britney Spears and there's noboby could ever replace her. But Taylor Swift is totally different ~ the exact opposite of the now -Sexy Vixxen Pop Princess Britney-. Well actually, Britney was also cute and innocent the first time she started, ...Baby one more time era.

Back to Taylor, She's GORGEOUS and BeauTiFuL ~ and the fact that she's a talented singer/song-writer and a Straight-A's Student make her more even EXCEPTIONAL as a human being. That's why I feel that I need to write this blog dedicated only to her, so that I can understand and comprehend why I love and root for Taylor Swift. Words can't express my -undying love- for Taylor Swift at the moment ~ hopefully forever and ever.

PS: Taylor is also a big fan of Britney Spears!! ~

XoXo

Listening to "Our Song"

What Is This ?

Oh My Fucking God ~ it does hurt and I do feel the pain. Rasanya saya sudah mau tiduran di ranjang sambil memeluk guling and selimutan setiap hari. Saking desperatenya, saya pun jadi menulis blog ini dengan Bahasa Indonesia, hopefully masih tetap dengan pola bahasa yang baik dan teratur.

Saya tidak tahu menahu kenapa beberapa hari ini saya sangat boring sekali. And saya sudah sampai mendengarkan lagu Taylor Swift - Teardrops On My Guitar - 273 kali. Saya merasa bahwa beberapa part dari lagu ini dapat mewakilkan apa yang saya rasakan belakangan and saat ini. Saya juga merasa tiba-tiba sekali bahwa saya menulis blog ini dengan segala kelebaian yang pernah terjadi. Saya kayaknya itu sedang merasa gundah sekaligus termenung [I don't know whether -termenung- can be adjective or not] and kenapa saya menulis blog ini seperti saya sedang melakoni sinetron? Saya pun merasa lucu sendiri -- bukan lucu sih, tetapi sedih karena saya sudah seperti -dead end- lagi susah cari jalan keluar.

Mungkin ini cuma another session of my mellow time, tapi kenapa kali ini saya merasa berbeda ya? Kayaknya ada something dibalik semuanya ini ~ everything happens for a reason ~ lagi-lagi saya mengutip Cinta Laura ~ I personally think she's amazing yet unbelievable.

Apa mungkin saya gundah seperti ini karena saya sedang merasa Datang Matahari? Aduh...kejayusan saya pun sudah muncul / terbentuk [pengaruh 1 org yang We Know Who ~ no offense to that person, he's a nice guy and a forever good friend of mine] ~ and jujur saja saya tidak merasa lucu akan hal tersebut. Saya sendiri bingung kenapa saya sebegitu susahnya mengeluarkan feelings saya, apa mungkin ya saya merasa ada sesuatu yang tidak beres? Saat-saat begini paling baik kalo saya bisa sihir betulan kayak Charmed/Harry Potter.

Ya Tuhanku -- tolong bantu saya -- berikanlah saya hikmat dan kekuatan untuk mengatasi all my negative feelings. Saya yakin saya sudah benar-benar desperate sekarang karena saya bawa nama Tuhan saya Jesus Christ dalam bentuk Bahasa Indonesia. Kemarin pun saya sudah selesai kejar tayang -Kabut Cinta- 46 episodes dalam waktu semalam saja and saya merasa bahwa kehampaan ini semakin bertambah. This emptiness is practically killing me inside out.

I Feel That I Need To Write About That Blog

I'm going to talk about my previous blog of "My Happy Ending" because 2 hours ago I've decided to delete that particular blog for good. I don't know why I deleted it but I believe that the existence of that blog is too much for me. And I can't handle anything right now and I certainly can't handle the buzz and press about that blog. I've written that blog on 31st March 2009 ~ and I've always been a private person and I think the reason I deleted it solely because I'm afraid I've given that problem too much spotlights. Honestly, I'm scared of the unexpected outcomes.

It got me thinking that I need to solve this matter myself first. I do admit I haven't got over it but I will eventually. And in that moment of time I just want to keep it to myself and try to reason with everything though sometimes certain things can be quite unreasonable but it won't stop me from doing what I have to do with my life.

And I believe writing a blog about it won't solve the problem because I believe it only makes the problem even worse, making it a public consumption. And I'm so not ready for other people's questions and statements. It's not that I'm not grateful for people's opinions but for this particular case, I just need my own space and hopefully everyone can understand.

Though I have to admit that blog was quite shocking, even for me [I'm totally sorry for anyone who haven't read it ~ and I'm grateful for anyone who have read it]. This problem has become a little too much for me and has affected even my hedonist way of life and seeing that blog does hurt me a bit but I know I'll survive.

I'm listening to Lady GaGa's [Poker Face] because that song kinda puts me in ease and I totally can relate to its lyric.

PS: Damn!!... I forgot to save that blog before I deleted it ~

Stupid me =]

liFe [or] Fate

What is liFe?
Is liFe Fated?
And iF Fate has decided my liFe, why should I pursue something that never exists?

I don't even know why I'm writing this one
Is it impulsive?
Is it merely external Factors?

Will there be a tomorrow For me?
Has it ever existed?
Cuz iF my liFe is Fated why should I wait For tomorrow? It's not even my tomorrow...

The good side of my liFe at the moment ~ [it actually happened yesterday]
* Me and my Friends had sushi for lunch
* Then we went to buy some DVDs
* AFter that, we watched Dragon Ball Evolution [it wasn't that bad, but also not that good]
* For the next hour, we're doing grocery shopping
* Last but not least, Me and my Friends had -dimsum- For dinner

I'm Sick

*cough cough* ~ I'm sick and I think I'm having a cough, sore throat, flu, and diarrhea. *sneeze*

I didn't even go to school this morning and I just SMS French Yeye how sick I am. But, I still have time flipping through pages in my Facebook :P *LoL* and when I did it, I saw new photos of my friend [tao priest] and his friends, I didn't know the location but I think it's like -Puncak- ~well, who cares?? as long as they're having fun, I'm happy then.

In some photos, I saw a few shocking pictures or people ~ which I wouldn't tell but it's not like it's so significant-whatever thing.

Going for my dinner ~ Mbah Dukun made me some nice dinner ~~

C You Guys in the next blog...

PS: Gossip Girl is back !!

Promosi Pembalut

I know the title sounds very perverted but trust me, it's kinda funny because I have never planned on talking about "pembalut" *LoL* ~ even typing it makes me laugh. My best friend [this one is a girl] and I were chatting in MSN regarding my elder sister's offer of job vacancy and we're also talking about how this was gonna be a long-term working thing. She's kinda worried about that but she also said that she wanted to talk to my sister about girly thing, but she told me anyway.

Minako Chan : Gw ama Sassy Girl member pembalut n of course itu pembalut OK banget.

Minako Chan : Pembalut anion love moon, young majesty. Perusahaan Winalite.

Minako Chan : Ada websiteny! Emang ud Go International bgt.

Minako Chan : Penciptany org Canada

Minako Chan : Tp bos n pabrikny malah di HK n China loh!

Minako Chan : Soalny ini pembalut tersebar jg di Amrik, Korea, Jepang, n bbrp negara asia ttg

Minako Chan : Baru bbrp thn tersebar di negara2 tersbut

Minako Chan : Blm msk ke Europe or Africa. Tp OZ kykny ud masuk d

Minako Chan : So..ud tenar banget di Senayan, supposed di jakut ud pd tau khususny gading n PIK

Minako Chan : Banyak yg niru lho! slain anion jdny banyak, n mrk patenin hargany dibawah dia, tp tetap effek yg always orisinil n no1 lah ya

Minako Chan : Mahal dikit asal berkhasiat. Uang gak mgkn salah koq sm kualitas,setidakny...

Minako Chan : Bagus banget buat cw2 remaja, n ibu2 muda or even ud tua, tp kalo masih "love moon" ya.

I was mesmerized by all of her typings. I could only laugh the whole conversation because I don't really know what to say. But I guess this "pembalut" thing is really that good. And believe me, I know my friend [Minako Chan] ~ she won't tell me unless it's a really good thing and good thing itu bukan cm pembalut ya, there are many good things in the world. And this is my first time talking about "pembalut" *Laughing Out Loud*.

Anyway ~ anyone's interested in this pembalut??

PS : May I know what are "anion" and "love moon" ?? I'm only curious, that's all...

Queen Bitch Is Back

After 6 or 8 months of separating with the Rafflesian, we've finally reunited! I know it sounds lame, like a boyband reunion or something, but in reality it's so much more than that [the feelings and the excitement].

All of us are so F-ing GLAD, that this has happened, I guess I have to say that this is a MIRACLE. Thank You GOD [or whoever in charge ABOVE].

Welcome Back, Queen Bitch!! You know we LOVE You.

XoXo

PS : we even had lunch in 1920 - it's AWESOME !!

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Quote of The Day

This particular Quote came from Bawel ~ I know right ??!! This is Bawel I'm talking about. I bet people also wonder what kind of things that he said would be interesting enough to be put on my blog. But seriously, it's hilarious at least to me. I don't think I need to be detail here, the bottom line is that this is the continued-story of "DELUSIONAL" ~ I think [we all think] that this creature is still being DELUSIONAL. I really don't know the whole detail and I'm writing this just for Bawel's sakes ~ or maybe for everyone's sakes *grin*

" 你是疯了吗? 我对你一点儿感觉都没有!! 你和我一刀两断!! "

And this is what Bawel typed to me [in MSN] in Bahasa Indonesia mix Javanese mix Chinese ~

" Kamu gila ya?! Kamu tak kasih tau ya... kamu ada perasaan atau enggak... itu urusanmu!

Yang Jelas !!... Aku ke kamu itu tidak ada perasaan sama sekali...

Kamu jangan Hu Si Luan Xiang !!

Pokokny kamu sama aku itu Yi Dao Liang Duan !! "

By : Agent Bawel

Never thought that Bawel would say that ~ AMAZING !! *Standing Ovation*

Footnote : To The Creature Who Makes Matter Even Worse ~

Please Just Go To Hell !!

Quote of The Day

I just finished watching Desperate Housewives Season 5 Episode 1o "A Vision's Just A Vision" a few minutes ago. And there's a line that had me laughed hysterically [in my mind].

Bree : *sigh* by adult...you mean complex and sophisticated?!

*Laughing Out Loud*~
That line gets me every time, can't stop pressing the Backward [<<] and the Play [|>] buttons.

KFC Does Help

That Bucket of KFC was my supper. I decided to have a KFC supper because two reasons :

1. I wanted a nice meal after a while and I couldn't afford Pizza Hut at that moment. So, I settled on KFC which was great.

2. I never mind eating KFC and tonight is a special occasion [Britney Spears' Birthday]. Therefore, to me it felt like an advanced dinner-celebration for Britney.

PS: It's finger-lickin' good!

Footnote :

- I'm happy and full.

- Isn't it AMAZING how a human being could be happy after having a good meal?!

Young Majesty

I just wanna let everyone knows that I've decided to change my profile name to be "Young Majesty".

I feel the name "Prince of Meanest" can no longer represent myself the way I want it to, at least not at the moment. But there's nothing to worry about, I will always have my "mean streak" and I love it.

Therefore my new profile name "Young Majesty" will be used from now on until the time that I have not decided.

I hope you like it as much as I do ~

XoXo

You Know You Love Me

Young Majesty

Happy Birthday Putri Kaca

Happy Birthday Putri Kaca

Wish You All The Best

Wish You Nothing But Happiness & Love In Whatever You May Do

We Love You

It is with such a great pride and love that I call you friend

And I wish to win such pride and love in return from you

Know that no matter what happens we will always be by your side

Through the light and the darkness we will overpower everything that stands against us

Know that no matter what happens you will always have our dearest love and supports

Through the sweetness and the bitterness

we will always stand together hand-in-hand:

Appreciating The Past

Happily Living The Gifted Present

Eagerly Looking Forward To The Bright Future

Once Again ~ Happy B'day Putri Kaca

Forever And Always

We Love You

Circus Music Video ~ 30 Seconds Teaser

I have been in love with [and a huge fan] Britney Spears since ...Baby One More Time and I guess everyone knows that already. And I don't think I have to make an incredible speech about her AWESOME comeback !! ~ even "Womanizer" has been #1 single ~ DUH !! She's the Princess of Pop soon-to-be Queen of Pop.

And I think everyone knows that she's gonna release her latest album Circus on 2nd December 2008 ~ right on her 27th B'day [Happy Birthday in advance to my lovely Brit-Brit]. I know it's gonna be HUGE ~ damn right CAPITAL LETTERS H_U_G_E !!

I just got her 30 seconds "Circus" Music Video teaser ~ I still don't know how to put the video in my blog ~ I'm sorry...

here is the address ~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jlygOxMpbgc

And I know everyone of you will enjoy it as much as I do

PS : I'm still watching the teaser ~ I just can't stop pressing the "play" button

LOVES IT

I'm Back Bitches

Hey There ~ I'm so totally BACK, bitches!!

My life was like in a extreme make-over world edition, whatever it means. First of all, I wanna say that I'm happy that I can connect with my newly-registered INTERNET ~ everybody knows I can't live without INTERNET, totally going to nervous breakdown state without 'em.

Another thing is that I just bought a TV - local Chinese brand but I'm totally satisfied, I bought it with my roommate ~ like everyone knows I just moved to a new place 2 weeks ago!? and I totally love it, calling it The Palace. Approximately, 2 hours ago I just got my Internet, but I had a problem connecting it to my laptop, so I had a help from Mbah Dukun, Thank God ~ could he be any smarter??!! Mbah Dukun totally works wonders !! Thanks ~~

And here I am, writing a brand new blog since I have moved to The Palace. I'm sorry cuz actually I wanna write more but I guess for the moment I'm totally done, but I promise I'll be back with some juicy news [more about me] ~ if anybody's interested...

PS : it's almost 8 PM here ~ I can't wait for Lil' Bitch and her roasted chicken ~ 3 roasted chickens.

Footnote : my utmost thx to Tao Priestess for always asking how I've been.

Quote of The Day

It was quite a nice 9am --- we're having the Cross Cultural Communication subject, and the subject talks mostly about "culture" and all that jazz ~ I really had fun this morning because The Father Almighty said lots of funny things ~~ but the one line that totally rocks :

The Father Almighty : "I don't do Cave Bar and prowl..."
Akang ~ Prince of Meanest ~ Bawel : *Laughing Out Loud* [in our mind] ~ that's so Yeye !!

Then we're having lunch -- in the new Rafflesianese's personal space [7th Floor] ~ as we all know - Rafflesianese [LOVES] LA ~ we always talk about LA anytime - anywhere. Of course by "talking" I mean we're not only chit-chatting, sometimes we mock or more like [often] ~ but then...

Mbah Dukun : "Hey...Hey...we have to be kind to animal."
Everyone : *Laughing Out Loud* [wkakakakakak]
Mbah Dukun : What I said just now stays only in this room~a !

FYI : LA cut his hair ~~ and now LA has a -Looks Like a Retard- beard

Blonde And Blonder

I just read a blog from a very dear friend of mine [taopriestess] and I have to say again that I don't have anything against him, except his latest blog, his latest stupid "I figure out the bitchiness scale according hair color"~BLOG.

In his blog and according to his own scale, he believed that RedHead Beats Blonde when it comes to bitchiness ~ which makes me LAUGH because it's a very ridiculous statement. And I believe this dear friend of mine was living in his own -World of Reality- when he's writing that particular blog. And I give you credits for that.

C'mon...

Everybody knows, everybody knows that Blondes were the ones who made "BITCH" as the term that it is now. Simply put, blondes were the ones who made "BITCH" as the new trend ~ the trend that [almost] everybody loves to be and wants to be.

FYI ~ back then nobody wanted to be called a BITCH. And I have to be honest that I do know the term "bitch" has become less offensive since 1980's. Still...nobody liked to be called a bitch back then in the 80's. And recently [from 2000 - present] one of the popular blondes who made BITCH as the new thing was Paris Hilton [and everybody knows that she always says "bitch this and bitch that"] and it seems that BITCH has become a lot less OFFENSIVE word to say.

Suddenly? [almost] Everyone wants and loves to be a BITCH. Thanks to who? Thanks to the BLONDES.

Footnote : And when it comes to VILLAIN ~ mostly the meanest and the bitchiest is BLONDES, [for example] ~Mean Girls, Sydney White, The Parent Trap, The Devil Wears Prada, Princess Diaries, Melrose Place, and the list goes on. Redheads, Brunettes, and Black-haireds usually are just SIDE-KICKS. And everybody knows that. *evil laughs*

xoxo

You Know You Love Me

Prince of Meanest

Quote of The Day

Regarding to Agent Bawel's Platinum Chauffeur Service Presentation, a particular lecturer said something very interesting, let's just call him The Father Almighty.

The Father Almighty said ~~

"You know...that first presentation, its a very viable project, and any investor would look beyond to see the overall viability of the business; however after the presentation, i would say that its been a TURN OFF. On the other hand, the other business proposition is way ahead of it time. It was sort of flimsy..a "lacking in substance made up for in style" approach. But after listening to the presentors, I can say that it blew me. They really turned one questionable proposition into a WINNER..."

PS : that first presentation is the Chinese24.com <-- so much for having a big PROJECT !! *Laughing Out Loud*