Queen Bitch Is Back

After 6 or 8 months of separating with the Rafflesian, we've finally reunited! I know it sounds lame, like a boyband reunion or something, but in reality it's so much more than that [the feelings and the excitement].

All of us are so F-ing GLAD, that this has happened, I guess I have to say that this is a MIRACLE. Thank You GOD [or whoever in charge ABOVE].

Welcome Back, Queen Bitch!! You know we LOVE You.

XoXo

PS : we even had lunch in 1920 - it's AWESOME !!

After [more or less] 2 Years of Hard Work, Blood, Sweat, And Tears

I've finally graduated from Diploma Degree [Major : Business Administration]. And I am extremely intoxicated to be able to reach this point in my life, never thought that I could have it before. I'm happy and satisfied for it ~ not to mention, my graduation ceremony was held at Westin Hotel [1 of the Best 5 stars Hotels in China, Guangzhou]. 

Congratulations to myself & all of my friends that have graduated that day. We F-ing ROCK !!

PS : I wanna give my utmost gratitudes to Jesus Christ - My God, Savior, and my Manager of Life ~ Thank YOU. I also wanna thanks my family and friends, thank you for all your love and supports. None of this would've happened without you guys.

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Quote of The Day

This particular Quote came from Bawel ~ I know right ??!! This is Bawel I'm talking about. I bet people also wonder what kind of things that he said would be interesting enough to be put on my blog. But seriously, it's hilarious at least to me. I don't think I need to be detail here, the bottom line is that this is the continued-story of "DELUSIONAL" ~ I think [we all think] that this creature is still being DELUSIONAL. I really don't know the whole detail and I'm writing this just for Bawel's sakes ~ or maybe for everyone's sakes *grin*

" 你是疯了吗? 我对你一点儿感觉都没有!! 你和我一刀两断!! "

And this is what Bawel typed to me [in MSN] in Bahasa Indonesia mix Javanese mix Chinese ~

" Kamu gila ya?! Kamu tak kasih tau ya... kamu ada perasaan atau enggak... itu urusanmu!

Yang Jelas !!... Aku ke kamu itu tidak ada perasaan sama sekali...

Kamu jangan Hu Si Luan Xiang !!

Pokokny kamu sama aku itu Yi Dao Liang Duan !! "

By : Agent Bawel

Never thought that Bawel would say that ~ AMAZING !! *Standing Ovation*

Footnote : To The Creature Who Makes Matter Even Worse ~

Please Just Go To Hell !!

Quote of The Day

I just finished watching Desperate Housewives Season 5 Episode 1o "A Vision's Just A Vision" a few minutes ago. And there's a line that had me laughed hysterically [in my mind].

Bree : *sigh* by adult...you mean complex and sophisticated?!

*Laughing Out Loud*~
That line gets me every time, can't stop pressing the Backward [<<] and the Play [|>] buttons.

Delusional

I just found out 10 hours ago that people could be DELUSIONAL, yes with CAPITAL LETTERS. I know I could also be delusional at times, but it has never [ever] got to the point where I think "STUPID" to myself, or at least I think it never did. Fortunately, I wasn't the one who's being that DELUSIONAL. I know that I don't have any rights to write down this particular [real] story in my blog, but I still can write down my own shocking moment, can't I? ~ And I also want to justify the fact that I was really surprised at the time.

I am sorry to say that being DELUSIONAL is stupid, but then again -Being DELUSIONAL And Still Believing That You Are Not- is totally a different case of being STUPID.

And I just wanna say that...

"What Is That Thing Actually ?"

Happy Birthday Britney Spears

1. The Beginning Session. A Small Chocolate Cake [with the deepest love] With A Glass of Honey-Water. I made the honey-water on my own and I bought the small cake ~ cause I knew I was the only one who's gonna eat it and had a self-celebration for Britney's B'day. I lighted the candles, I chose Baby Blue because it's Britney Spears' favorite color and the other pink candle just to make it looked fancier.

2. The Eating Session. I prayed to GOD for like 10-15 minutes, I prayed for Britney Spears, all the positive things that I could think of. I made a wish for like 3 minutes, then I blew the candles. Obviously, I eagerly ate the B'day Cake and drank the whole glass of Honey-Water.

3. The Finishing Session. Well, the picture clearly shows everything. There's no need for any descriptions.

Happy Birthday Britney Jean Spears

Wish You All The Best

Wish You Love And Happiness Always

No Matter What

You'll Always Have My Love And Supports

Happy Birthday Britney Jean Spears

This Year Will Be Your Greatest Come-Back In The History

And I Know You're Gonna Make It

Love, Sincerity, Happiness, Hope, And Every Positive Things In The World

To The One And Only

I Love You

I Wish You The Merriest Happy Birthday

To The Legendary Britney Spears

FYI : I know I sound stupid [or crazy] but I always do this self-celebration for Britney Spears every year. I've been doing it for the last 9 years.

PS : It's already 2nd of December 2008 in my place right now, but because of the time zone difference, this specific blog is displayed on 1st of December 2008.

KFC Does Help

That Bucket of KFC was my supper. I decided to have a KFC supper because two reasons :

1. I wanted a nice meal after a while and I couldn't afford Pizza Hut at that moment. So, I settled on KFC which was great.

2. I never mind eating KFC and tonight is a special occasion [Britney Spears' Birthday]. Therefore, to me it felt like an advanced dinner-celebration for Britney.

PS: It's finger-lickin' good!

Footnote :

- I'm happy and full.

- Isn't it AMAZING how a human being could be happy after having a good meal?!

Quote of The Day

After I've made dinner ~ we watched movies: The Mummy, Underworld Evolution, Resident Evil Apocalypse, and Blade. When we're watching RE, it's already 11 PM something ~ everybody's stomach started to growl again, including me. Then I went to kitchen making the Supermie Goreng ~ I made 3 packs of Supermie Goreng ~ it's so good, it's been a long time since I had 'em. Thanks to Putri Kaca who gave them to me, Supermie Goreng is one of the many things about Indonesia that I'm truly proud of.

I made all of us a supper ~ only for Me, Mini-Mean, and new Rafflesian, I haven't come up with the nickname yet ~ any idea?

The Supermie Goreng that I've made were divided for three people [by me]. Then I put 'em in bowls, prepared the chopsticks, and carry it for Rafflesian. Mini-Mean and the still-un-named Rafflesian "THANK YOU" me. And then...

Mini-Mean : [innocently] What happened to you, cinta? You made us dinner and now you're making us Supermie for supper ~ Are you sick? Is it because your bone-sickness thing? What's wrong with you?

Young Majesty : [inside my head] *thank you so much*

First Time Cooking [And Might Be The Last Time]

1. Supposed-to-be PERKEDEL : by far this one is the most difficult dish among 3 dishes that I've made, at least it's difficult for me. I had no idea how to make it solid ~ so the result it's still kinda mushy. Not to mention, I put too much oil ~ but it did taste good. Rafflesian said it's good too. And though this is the first picture, it's the last dish that I made and I took a very long time.

2. Fried Broccoli with meatballs and sausage : I just came up with this idea, I didn't know how to explain. I just fried the broccoli and the rest of it, including oil, salt, and sugar. It's yummy and edible.

3. Scrambled Eggs with Meatballs and Sausages : yeah, yeah I know it's kinda similar, I just didn't put the broccoli. But it tasted different from the broccoli one, or maybe just a feeling. This dish's finished first by everyone and I guess we love it.

Rafflesian were confused ~ like totally confused because I call them in a sudden, that I was gonna make them a dinner, "Young Majesty Does Not Cook But Eat" ~ everybody knows it. I didn't know what happened, it's like the usual lazy Sunday and we haven't planned to hang out somewhere. Then the idea of me-cooking popped to me in my head.

It's really the first time for me to cook and I know those aren't great dishes, but I did try and put lots of efforts. It's made me realized the hardest thing about these dishes ~ the cooking itself. Though it's my first time and I didn't regret it [everyone said it's good and edible] I'm not sure I will cook again next time ~ I'm totally not a cooking-guy, I did realize it the first 5 minutes I was in the kitchen.

But I was having a great time. Therefore, I should say I had a great time inside the kitchen. Maybe if I could improve my cooking skills I'd cook again ~ first I have to learn from Queen Bitch [She's HOT and expert in cooking]. Though I'm very very sincere saying that I want to learn and improve, still ~ not within a thousand years.

PS : whatever happens in the kitchen, stays in the kitchen ~

Young Majesty

I just wanna let everyone knows that I've decided to change my profile name to be "Young Majesty".

I feel the name "Prince of Meanest" can no longer represent myself the way I want it to, at least not at the moment. But there's nothing to worry about, I will always have my "mean streak" and I love it.

Therefore my new profile name "Young Majesty" will be used from now on until the time that I have not decided.

I hope you like it as much as I do ~

XoXo

You Know You Love Me

Young Majesty

Happy Birthday Putri Kaca

Happy Birthday Putri Kaca

Wish You All The Best

Wish You Nothing But Happiness & Love In Whatever You May Do

We Love You

It is with such a great pride and love that I call you friend

And I wish to win such pride and love in return from you

Know that no matter what happens we will always be by your side

Through the light and the darkness we will overpower everything that stands against us

Know that no matter what happens you will always have our dearest love and supports

Through the sweetness and the bitterness

we will always stand together hand-in-hand:

Appreciating The Past

Happily Living The Gifted Present

Eagerly Looking Forward To The Bright Future

Once Again ~ Happy B'day Putri Kaca

Forever And Always

We Love You

Circus Music Video ~ 30 Seconds Teaser

I have been in love with [and a huge fan] Britney Spears since ...Baby One More Time and I guess everyone knows that already. And I don't think I have to make an incredible speech about her AWESOME comeback !! ~ even "Womanizer" has been #1 single ~ DUH !! She's the Princess of Pop soon-to-be Queen of Pop.

And I think everyone knows that she's gonna release her latest album Circus on 2nd December 2008 ~ right on her 27th B'day [Happy Birthday in advance to my lovely Brit-Brit]. I know it's gonna be HUGE ~ damn right CAPITAL LETTERS H_U_G_E !!

I just got her 30 seconds "Circus" Music Video teaser ~ I still don't know how to put the video in my blog ~ I'm sorry...

here is the address ~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jlygOxMpbgc

And I know everyone of you will enjoy it as much as I do

PS : I'm still watching the teaser ~ I just can't stop pressing the "play" button

LOVES IT

I'm Back Bitches

Hey There ~ I'm so totally BACK, bitches!!

My life was like in a extreme make-over world edition, whatever it means. First of all, I wanna say that I'm happy that I can connect with my newly-registered INTERNET ~ everybody knows I can't live without INTERNET, totally going to nervous breakdown state without 'em.

Another thing is that I just bought a TV - local Chinese brand but I'm totally satisfied, I bought it with my roommate ~ like everyone knows I just moved to a new place 2 weeks ago!? and I totally love it, calling it The Palace. Approximately, 2 hours ago I just got my Internet, but I had a problem connecting it to my laptop, so I had a help from Mbah Dukun, Thank God ~ could he be any smarter??!! Mbah Dukun totally works wonders !! Thanks ~~

And here I am, writing a brand new blog since I have moved to The Palace. I'm sorry cuz actually I wanna write more but I guess for the moment I'm totally done, but I promise I'll be back with some juicy news [more about me] ~ if anybody's interested...

PS : it's almost 8 PM here ~ I can't wait for Lil' Bitch and her roasted chicken ~ 3 roasted chickens.

Footnote : my utmost thx to Tao Priestess for always asking how I've been.

Moving [And] Bitching [And] Recalling

I've moved to my new apartment 2 days ago and I have to say that it's totally AWESOME. It's been 1 year since I've been living in that "gubuk" [as what people call it] and now I'm free. I think that's kinda intoxicating for me, living in this new place because I so deserve an Award for "Berakit - rakit dahulu, berenang - renang kemudian".

While I was moving my stuffs to my new crib ~ feeling lazy N' crazy about 'em and it got me thinking about the fight that I had right after I got the deal for my new place. It was a week ago when I had a fall out with my eldest brother cuz of my new place ~ he was so dramatic about everything and he made me lost my temper ~ "the game is on" ~ then I went from Nice [to] Vice. Obviously, when I switch my Bitchy Mode [or when other people turn it on] - I'm always far from the term of "LOSE" ~ Yup !! I totally BITCH-ed him back and he [not literally] gave me the "White Flag" ~ [it was a flawless victory] ~ not to mention he's changing the subject because he was afraid to admit that he was a total "LOSER" this time. Yeah, this time I won't lose to anything.

What he did to me was forgivable but [of course] unforgettable, but when I was moving my stuffs and did everything in order to stay in my new place, I tried this new method that I proudly called "Recall The Good Ones" ~ I know it's kinda Lamey McLame but whatever. And I tried so hard [trust me, it's difficult] to recall all the nicest things that my eldest brother did for me and I put in my head [and heart] that my eldest brother is really a great big brother that I will always feel grateful for. And surprisingly, it works! I don't feel annoyed as much as I was before and more importantly I am not "PISSED OFF" anymore [not so much]. And I feel that I am happier because I don't hold any grudges. Well, if it works for me it totally works for everyone.

PS: Everyone should try that "Recall The Good Ones" ~~

Footnote:

1. I wanna thank GOD and my -Best Friends Rafflesian- for making it happened so smoothly ~ thinking and organizing it way bigger than I even dare to.

2. Last but not least, I wanna thank me for being ME.

Quote of The Day

It was quite a nice 9am --- we're having the Cross Cultural Communication subject, and the subject talks mostly about "culture" and all that jazz ~ I really had fun this morning because The Father Almighty said lots of funny things ~~ but the one line that totally rocks :

The Father Almighty : "I don't do Cave Bar and prowl..."
Akang ~ Prince of Meanest ~ Bawel : *Laughing Out Loud* [in our mind] ~ that's so Yeye !!

Then we're having lunch -- in the new Rafflesianese's personal space [7th Floor] ~ as we all know - Rafflesianese [LOVES] LA ~ we always talk about LA anytime - anywhere. Of course by "talking" I mean we're not only chit-chatting, sometimes we mock or more like [often] ~ but then...

Mbah Dukun : "Hey...Hey...we have to be kind to animal."
Everyone : *Laughing Out Loud* [wkakakakakak]
Mbah Dukun : What I said just now stays only in this room~a !

FYI : LA cut his hair ~~ and now LA has a -Looks Like a Retard- beard

Quote of The Day

I just finished watching Ugly Betty Season 3 Episode 4 Betty Suarez Land ~ and I know I'm kinda late but whatever, my internet hasn't been working properly these days ~ that's my excuse.

Then again, I've found two great quotes from that episode

"You screw me over. I screw you back. A whole lot of screwing goin' around."

By : Wilhelmina Slater

"You know, sometimes when we want something really bad, we forget that there are other people involved. We just get stuck in our own little worlds, and it doesn't matter what other people feel...except that it...it does matter."

By : Betty Suarez

From [was never] Perfect To Worse

What a night to start my assignment - my life was never PERFECT now it keeps gettin' WORSE and the funny thing is I didn't do it on purpose ~ I thought I was trying to help but apparently I was helping the wrong person.

So it started when I got a message from that "wrong person" ~ let's call him "son of a bitch". The son of a bitch messaged me that he needed my help ~ not that I ever wanted to help him. He said that he needed my help and anyone must not know about this "help" and he even said that it's because I'm close to my "particular friend" ~ in the end of the 1st message "mau apa nga kira2 elu nolongin gw?"

and I replied the 1st message like this :

"heh ? of course lah ~ if i could help i would - blom ditolong jgn thx dolo lar --- gw jd ga enak" <-- I thought I was doing my "particular friend" a favor - I seriously THOUGHT that, it was never about him, it's always about helping one of my best friend ~ and I guess I was so wrong [I'll get to that part]. And the second message that was written by Son of A Bitch : "tapi tolong, tolong.. even anyone shouldnt know about the favor im asking you.. you're a man of his word kan? gw pengen bunuh diri, kemaren usaha gw gagal pas gw lagi dicentro ngejatohin diri ditangga teguling2.. gimana dia sekarang? gw barusan udahan ama dia baru2 ini, kemarin ini hari kamis gw ribut besar ama dia, pas ditelfon gw kalap dan gw emosi sesaat yang amat teramat childish, gw delete dia dari fb & fs gw, dan gw bener2 menyesal sekali telah ngelakuin itu.. gwpusing.. gw musti gimana. gw asli pengen mati dari kemarin ini bawaannya mikir mulu nga henti.. udah 2hari belum tidur sampe detik ini.. gimana dia masih ada pegi2 bareng nga lu ama dia kemarin2 ini?gw mohon, jangan sampe siapapun tahu tentang hal yang kita bahas ini.. tolong banget.. thank you..oia ada baiknya itu fren rikues dari gw elu ignore aja daripada ada yang tau.. thanks.." Then I replied it from my perspective - from what I have seen, I won't show it here cuz it's not really necessary. Things got really intense from there - from asking how that "particular friend" of mine - to phone number - and I swear to GOD I didn't want to give son of a bitch my "particular friend"'s phone number ~ you can call me amateur but that "son of a bitch" has a very superb acting skill - I don't remember what he said [because there's a lot of it] but he did make me saying "So, you're asking for my "particular friend"'s phone number?" ~ and what an ASS !! he rejected at first - I should've known better - I was tricked [and here I thought I was the meanest and the most cunning person on the Planet Earth] - but then he's like whining about his "problems" and he kept sobbing and blabbering [I swear I thought I was gonna die listening to him] ~ and then he just like said it to me "would you mind to give the "particular friend"'s phone number?" and GOD what a FOOL I WAS !! ~ I FucKING FELL FOR IT !! I KNOW !! I KNOW !! I KNOW I was such a weakling !! How could I ever fall for that ?? I KNOW I was the one to blame ~ it's my FUCKING FAULT !! But I have made it clear with my "particular friend" that I have no ill-intentions and I thought I was doing "particular friend" a favor ~ and I guess I was wrong ~ and my action is biting me on the ass at the moment 1. I got myself a trouble 2. I think my "particular friend" is sad because of what I did 3. I heard that Queen Bitch is pissed off because of what I did 4. I haven't even started on my assignment yet 5. I got nobody to blame but me PS : ~ I should've asked my "particular friend" first before I gave son of a bitch the phone number - I am so SORRY ~ I swear I've told son of a bitch MANY TIMES that I didn't want to get involved in this problem but he kept dragging me - calling me - he has a way with persuasion that I have to admit that he's GREATER than me ~ I swear to GOD that I told him not to call me again MANY TIMES ~ I swear to GOD I was defending and helping my "particular friend" or I thought I was ~ I thought I was doing my friend a favor apparently I was digging my own grave ~ Compassion is something that I have to get rid of

I am so sorry for what I did and I'm apologizing to everyone who has been hurt because of what I did and I am aware that my actions have caused a lot of people ~ hurting them but I swear I have never had any ill-intentions to those everyone. I am sorry and even though I know I might be forgiven ~ this particular tragedy will never be forgotten no matter how hard I try ~ I just hope that myself and anyone who's reading this can learn from my mistake.

Up [to] Date

Hey There ~~ [Hell Here !!]

It's been a very long time since I wrote my last blog ~ it's been almost 20 days I guess. Actually, I planned not to write any blog because I am so busy at the moment ~ working on my assignments but then I got a message from my dear friend taopriestess - he's been worrying about me because I haven't updated my blog - that's so sweet of you, thanx dude !!

I have no idea what to write at the moment ~ a lot of things happened in the past 20 days ~ when My mom + uncles were here [Guangzhou-China] ~ yeah, they arrived on 4th of October - long story. I think I'm just gonna update what happened to me for a while:

1. My mom arrived on 4th of October - I pretty much accompanied her as I was having my holiday

2. I got myself a new iPod Nano Chromatic - it's beautiful and it works wonders

3. I spent about 3000 HK$ when I was with my Mom ~ iPod, Nike sportbag, Adidas shoes, some clothes

4. I've got a new Indonesian-Chinese friend - his name is W**** ~ let's call him Mother-Fucking Prince at the moment

5. I've started my Bachelor degree program - and to be honest, it's really difficult

6. I love the Catfight between Blair VS Serena ~ the new S is damn hot, reminds me of Regina George from Mean Girls

7. I've gotten myself in a spot that I cleary do want to ~ it's like being tossed around

8. Some people just told me that I might be victimizing myself - but they also said that at least we still have to be ourselves - no matter what other people think

9. My brother just called me in the morning - talking about the signing of a paper [again] ~ I have to go to "konjen" [again]

10. I love Britney Spears even more ~ I've never doubted her ~ now her latest single "Womanizer" has jumped from No.96 to No.1 [in Billboard Hot 100] ~ congratz !!

11. I think Paris Hilton is a lot less intimidating in Episode 2 of -Paris Hilton's New BFF-

12. I just watched "Wanted" for the 2nd time last Sunday ~ Angelina Jolie is F-ing Hot !!

13. I got myself a new haircut - it's more spikey now ~

14. My Lecturer [the father almighty] told me something that made me uncomfortable last Monday. But I'm trying to look at the positive traits of it ~ and I know he's doing it for my sake

15. I'm gonna write something new A.S.A.P

For now ~~~ ??!!

Have a Good Day

You Know You Love Me

xoxo

I Can Not Believe That Anyone Could Be That Stupid !? It's Beyond My Comprehension

I have to be honest that I never think of myself as -The World's Genius- but I do know that I'm [certainly] smarter than a 5th Grade. The reason why I'm writing this at the moment is because the AWESOMENESS of my Mother's brother A.K.A Uncle / Jiu Jiu / 舅舅. I am awesomely dismayed.

My Mom and my 2 Uncles [1 from my Dad's side & 1 from my Mom's side], they were supposed to come to China-Guangzhou by flight today [3rd October 2008] and they were supposed to arrive at noon [maybe about 2/3 pm]. Trust me, I'm horrified knowing why my Mom has cancelled today's flight.

To be honest, I was quite angry last week because my mom had postponed their flight schedule, saying that they couldn't get a ticket on 24 September 2008. HeLLo?! [*snap snap*] I have my own -schedule- too, ReMemBeR?!

Right now, I'm not exactly angry and I'm damn Pissed Off. Now, I have to re-schedule everything [again] and to be frankly, I think I can not catch up to any of my plans for this month. My "supposed" plans for this month if my schedule wasn't ruined :

1. Taking care the family business for this month A.S.A.P [approximately in 3-4 days] so that I can go to Hongkong peacefully.

2. Pay my studio-apartment fee + their maintenance + other bills bills bills before 13th October 2008.

3. Meet my cousins and their new-born baby ~ Charlotte

4. Meet my best friend in Prince Edward on 7th October 2008.

5. Buy my new nano iPod before 13th October 2008.

6. Buy my Twilight series before 13th October 2008.

7. Meet my good friend and her family in Guangzhou [I don't know when cause she hasn't called but I know it's supposed to be these 2 weeks]

8. Pay my tuition fee before 13th October 2008.

9. Take my chinese best friend to a certain Hip-Hop dance studio.

13th October 2008 is the date when my Bachelor program starts. I want to go Back To Basics ~ [being a good student] and I want to get all of my plans done before that particular date. Now that my schedule is ruined I certainly have no idea of what I should do next. Like they say "Not everything will go accordingly as we've planned" ~ and I guess this is one of 'em.

Apparently, my mom couldn't come on this day because my uncle [舅舅] did not realize that his passport had been expired for quite some time. He found out about it the exact morning they had a plane to catch. Does that mean that my uncle found that his freakin' passport was expired the day when they were supposed to have a flight?! And YES, it is.

I know some people can be dumb but I totally have no idea that they can be [dumber] that they already are. I can not believe this, how could anyone be that stupid?! It's totally beyond my comprehension.

Realizing one's passport had been expired the day they had a plane to catch sounds as STUPID as Losing one's plane ticket that was put inside the wallet + some cash + cellphone [and it happened more than once] when they're partying at clubs.

Personally, I think this kind of people should be caged in some isolated place and NOT to be treated as human beings for they clearly don't understand what they DID. It's not about the stupid things they did, it's more about the DEGREE of IDIOCY that they did ~ [koq IQ-ny bisa sampe merangkak kyk gitu se? Pernah denger yg namany "sekolah" kan?].

I really don't get how they could be that [plain] DUMB and to tell the truth there's nothing -cute- about that, more like ~ disgusting & self-degrading. I'll never know why some people want to degrade themselves like that.

As I'm writing this, I think I just realize why I'm particularly horrified. The thought just strikes me and I'm starting to ask myself "Is this some kind of a disease?" ~ "Is it -epidemically- contagious?".

I know I act dumb sometimes, but clearly there's a difference between acting and the real thing.

Growing Up ?! ~ Making Decisions ?? & Dealing With 'Em ??

I just finished watching the 3rd season premiere of Ugly Betty "The Manhattan Project" 3 hours ago. And when I heard + saw Betty's Dad [Ignacio] said that growing up is not about making the right decisions, it's about dealing with the decisions that we've made. Those sentences just struck me and I couldn't even sleep. One of the reasons why I'm typing my goddamn mind at the moment.

Is it true that everybody needs to grow up? I mean I know everybody needs to, I'm not stupid or retarded. And what is growing up anyway? If it's about "forgiving and forgetting" all those shits that people did to me [and by people ~ I mean all human beings, including my family]. I just don't wanna be any part of it because it's not me, it's not who I am. I don't wanna grow up if it's gonna be like that, it's just WRONG.

And thinking that I was abandoned to this "Goddamn F-ing Place", should I even consider to grow up ~ be mature ~ forgive and forget? Why should I do those things? To be honest, I don't even think I should, it was never my fault anyway.

And up until now, I haven't been anything but MATURE with capital M. I tried to forget all those sufferings from 2005 - 2007, though I honestly have to say that I can't forgive nor forget, it's just not my nature. I'm sorry but I'm just BOY who likes it ROUGH and I wanna get EVEN. And by the way, they're the ones who should kneel down and begging me for forgiveness.

FYI : I haven't forgiven nor forgotten any shits that some people did to me. Well, nothing to worry cause I will get my revenge someday and it's gonna be a dish best served cold.

But as a so-called Grown-Up Boy, I will always try to make the right decisions and I promise that I will try the smooth way to deal with 'em. But I won't promise I will be smooth when they're not going exactly as I've planned.

PS: To my dear [un]Favorite Uncle ~ how'd you like the way I treated you last time at my Dad's Funeral? Just remember, there's plenty more where that came from.

and to "some people" ~ you will get yours when the time comes.

Blonde And Blonder

I just read a blog from a very dear friend of mine [taopriestess] and I have to say again that I don't have anything against him, except his latest blog, his latest stupid "I figure out the bitchiness scale according hair color"~BLOG.

In his blog and according to his own scale, he believed that RedHead Beats Blonde when it comes to bitchiness ~ which makes me LAUGH because it's a very ridiculous statement. And I believe this dear friend of mine was living in his own -World of Reality- when he's writing that particular blog. And I give you credits for that.

C'mon...

Everybody knows, everybody knows that Blondes were the ones who made "BITCH" as the term that it is now. Simply put, blondes were the ones who made "BITCH" as the new trend ~ the trend that [almost] everybody loves to be and wants to be.

FYI ~ back then nobody wanted to be called a BITCH. And I have to be honest that I do know the term "bitch" has become less offensive since 1980's. Still...nobody liked to be called a bitch back then in the 80's. And recently [from 2000 - present] one of the popular blondes who made BITCH as the new thing was Paris Hilton [and everybody knows that she always says "bitch this and bitch that"] and it seems that BITCH has become a lot less OFFENSIVE word to say.

Suddenly? [almost] Everyone wants and loves to be a BITCH. Thanks to who? Thanks to the BLONDES.

Footnote : And when it comes to VILLAIN ~ mostly the meanest and the bitchiest is BLONDES, [for example] ~Mean Girls, Sydney White, The Parent Trap, The Devil Wears Prada, Princess Diaries, Melrose Place, and the list goes on. Redheads, Brunettes, and Black-haireds usually are just SIDE-KICKS. And everybody knows that. *evil laughs*

xoxo

You Know You Love Me

Prince of Meanest

Quote of The Day

Regarding to Agent Bawel's Platinum Chauffeur Service Presentation, a particular lecturer said something very interesting, let's just call him The Father Almighty.

The Father Almighty said ~~

"You know...that first presentation, its a very viable project, and any investor would look beyond to see the overall viability of the business; however after the presentation, i would say that its been a TURN OFF. On the other hand, the other business proposition is way ahead of it time. It was sort of flimsy..a "lacking in substance made up for in style" approach. But after listening to the presentors, I can say that it blew me. They really turned one questionable proposition into a WINNER..."

PS : that first presentation is the Chinese24.com <-- so much for having a big PROJECT !! *Laughing Out Loud*

[vintage] Nokia 8310

I have just bought a Nokia 8310 3 days ago. I know it seems weird, but I have my own reason for buying it.

When Nokia 8310 was launched for the first time, I couldn't have it though I had asked my parents for it, they said something about me being too young to have a cellphone, too careless of a child, bla bla bla ~ yada yada yada. I think it's only because it was too expensive for a child I was back then. Oh My F-ing God, I was so INNOCENTLY STUPID back then. I knew my parents could afford it but I didn't put enough efforts to fight for it.

Actually, I've planned to buy this Nokia 8310 since 2 weeks ago, I don't know why but it just pops into my head, I just have to have it. I'm so thrilled because it's like a total payback for my childhood misery at that time.

To tell the truth, this Nokia 8310 is not expensive at all, I bought it for 130 RMB. Back then it was about 3-4 millions Rupiah. I'm totally lovin' it and I don't regret not having this cellphone anymore.

[Slowly But Sure] I will have EVERYTHING that I couldn't have back then when I was still an innocent [dumb] kid.

PS : though it's VINTAGE, the Nokia 8310 still works WONDERS ~ even Dr. C asked me to buy 1 for her ~ and we totally LOVE it.

Playmate of The Day

Name : Megan Fox

Birthday : May 16, 1986

Nationality : American

Hotness Scale : 9/10

PS : This is a new topic in my blog 

       ~ inspired by Dr. A's Blog [Thank You].

Happy Birthday ~ Agent Bawel

I'm so tired ~ and I believe everyone else is tired too. Me-Myself, Mini-Mean, Lil' Bitch, and A-Bang have been wandering around La Perle ~ China Plaza ~ and some other places ~ we're looking for presents, we're buying a b'day cake [BreadTalk] ~ we're planning everything ~ we're calling everyone [I think our cellphones have run out of money]. It took us three days to get everything right

We went there by TAXI [like d'uh] ~ There's no way in hell I would take a bus or subway.

Before that we had to pick up Dr. C at StarBucks, she even had to wait for us a little bit longer because we're kinda late [or maybe I was late ~ overslept] ~ Sorry Dr. C [you always look beautiful, by the way] *Laughing Out Loud*

Of course - there's always a "little" talking about LA [or more like BIG].

Everyone [including me] has been working their asses off just for celebrating Bawel's Birthday ~ We hope he's satisfied and I totally know he is.

Happy Birthday Agent Bawel ~ Wish You All The Best ~ Wish You Happiness And Love In Whatever You May Do

PS : We wish that Queen Bitch & Mother Fucking Princess were here with us ~~ We're so INCOMPLETE without them ~~ !!

The Mummy 3: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor

OMG! ~~ I know I know ~ everyone has been telling me that this movie SUCK ~ but I didn't expect it would suck that much. Personally, I think the first 30 minutes was OK, but the rest of the minutes was just Plain Boring. And too much unnecessary stuff ~~

the downside :

1. Evelyn wasn't played by Rachel Weisz [I won't blame her for not taking this part, cuz the mummy 3 just plain suck]

2. Evelyn & Rick's son [Alex] ~ how old is he ??

3. Emperor Han ~ Jet Li's worst character ever ~ clearly this movie was just trying to have a big showdown between supposedly "Brendan Fraser VS Jet Li"

4. Michelle Yeoh ~ I'm totally disappointed with her character here ~ same from above, her worst character ever

5. That "Imhotep" club ~~

the upside :

1. Brendan Fraser is still a GREAT actor : physically & mentally

2. I could see Yeti in the big screen for the first time

3. Brendan Fraser's NICE quote "Here We Go Again!"

PS : the movie SUCK and I watched with a Chinese Language Dubbing ~ and it's even WORSE

Quote of The Day

September, 12th 2008 ~ it's the day of Business Plan Final Presentation. Both for Platinum Chauffeur Service and Chinese24.com [Rose's Team ~ for everyone who knows what I'm talking about]. It's really surprising that I'm gonna write Quotes of The Day because I didn't expect anything to be funny or worthy to write about for this particular time. But I guess things just turned quite differently from what I've expected. The Chinese24.com team have finished their thingy and started asking whether the people have questions or not.

Mei Gui Jie : Any questions ? ....*looking at one particular Lecturer*..... Ja** ??

Raffles Yeye : ..... *surprised*....... *speechless*

Given their history, it's not weird to find everyone was funnily smiling and I was laughing out loud inside my mind.

All the presentations was finished presented. Everyone from both groups have done their best. Agent Bawel and Si Dedek decided to have dinner with us : Prince of Meanest, Lil'Bitch, and Mbah Dukun. In the middle of whatsoever conversation ~~~

Mbah Dukun : .... *very loud*... LA's gonna PASS !!

Everyone : *surprised & speechless*....

Prince of Meanest : *thought that somebody had shot me right into my head* ...What ??

PS : Platinum Chauffeur Service Totally Won Over Chinese24.com ~ Platinum MENANG TELAK ~ Chinese 24.com KALAH TELAK !! *Raja Iblis' Evil Laugh*

Dream Definition

This morning I just had a very strange dream, not really strange compared to the LA dream. I have to say that I know this particular dream means something and I don't need to ask Mbah Dukun cuz I've found the defintions myself ~ and to be honest, I'm quite terrified because in some ways, it could be the truth that I've ignored all this time.

I'm gonna list all the topics in this dream instead of writing it as a paragraph, it's easier this way, at least to me, and here it goes : [the DREAM]

1. I was a murderer [or assasin] and I used NEEDLE as my killing weapon and I wasn't the only one who killed people in the dream.

2. I killed the BOSS [the one person I should kill] by thrusting the needle into the back side of his neck.

3. I saw the BOSS' subordinates using gun and I tried to escape and kill the subordinates ~ but it didn't work, there are too many of them. Then they shot me.

4. But I didn't know why I couldn't get killed, I suddenly became an immortal.

The important notes :

1. *Murderer / Assasin means ~ you're putting an end to an old habit and your former ways of thinking. This could also mean an end to an addiction. Alternatively, you may have some repressed aggression or rage at yourself or at others.

*Witness a murder indicates ~ deep-seated anger towards somebody. Consider how the victim represents aspects of yourself that you want to eliminate.

2. Needle indicates that ~ you need to mend some relationship or situation that has gotten out of hand or driven to the extreme. A needle is also symbolic of some emotional or physical pain.

3. *Gun symbolizes ~ aggression, anger, and potential danger. You may be dealing with issues of passiveness/aggressiveness and authority/dependence.

*Someone is shooting you with a gun suggests that ~ you're experiencing some confrontation in your waking life. You may feel victimized in some situation.

4. Immortal represents longevity, continuity, or fearlessness. You feel that you are better than others. Alternatively, it signifies reluctance in starting over or in taking a new direction. You fear change.

Footnote : dreams of murder occur frequently during periods of depression.

I guess I know the reason why I had this dream, it's because yesterday I had an argument with my eldest brother regarding "Study In America" ~ I wanted my AMERICA and he thought that it might be better for me to study master in other places : such as China [again]. I have to be honest that it breaks ME when he said that ~ How Dare You Said That ??!!!

I'm so devastated ~~ To think that there might be another chance for me studying in USA? I'm so STUPID ~ maybe I should just kill myself to stop my sufferings.

\\ It's Britney, Bitch // ~The Princess of Pop~ is [BACK] !!!

Oops!... She did it AGAIN. HA!! I knew it, I knew she could make it, I knew she'd be back, wanna know why? Because she's [the fucking] Britney Spears.

Britney won 3 awards at the VMA'08 that night. She swept all the awards for every nomination that she's nominated in :

1. Best Female Video

2. Best Pop Video

3. Video of The Year

Congratz, Brit!! ~ [After 16 nominations] You totally deserved those awards because you're always AMAZING. Though you had a big meltdown the previous two years, you've proven that you're STRONGER than that [than ever]. Have you noticed that everyone was standing up and clapping everytime you're on stage that night? Everyone in this world is waiting for you BIG COMEBACK and I know you won't disappoint us.

And as I [all of us] always have expected from Britney Jean Spears, every time she gets an award she always stays humble about it. The inspirational speech :

"I'm speechless. Oh, my goodness, thank you! This is an honor! I first wanna thank God first and foremost for just blessing me like this. My beautiful family, my two beautiful boys for inspiring me everyday and my FANS, this is for you. Thank you so much."

I'm so honored that she thanked her FANS ~ she knows FANS are important !! We LOVE you, Britney !!

[Try to beat that, X'tina !!?? Oh No, you can't ~ can ya' ??!!]

PS : And YES, that's Paris Hilton posing with Britney, I guess they're in -good terms- now