I've moved to my new apartment 2 days ago and I have to say that it's totally AWESOME. It's been 1 year since I've been living in that "gubuk" [as what people call it] and now I'm free. I think that's kinda intoxicating for me, living in this new place because I so deserve an Award for "Berakit - rakit dahulu, berenang - renang kemudian".
While I was moving my stuffs to my new crib ~ feeling lazy N' crazy about 'em and it got me thinking about the fight that I had right after I got the deal for my new place. It was a week ago when I had a fall out with my eldest brother cuz of my new place ~ he was so dramatic about everything and he made me lost my temper ~ "the game is on" ~ then I went from Nice [to] Vice. Obviously, when I switch my Bitchy Mode [or when other people turn it on] - I'm always far from the term of "LOSE" ~ Yup !! I totally BITCH-ed him back and he [not literally] gave me the "White Flag" ~ [it was a flawless victory] ~ not to mention he's changing the subject because he was afraid to admit that he was a total "LOSER" this time. Yeah, this time I won't lose to anything.
What he did to me was forgivable but [of course] unforgettable, but when I was moving my stuffs and did everything in order to stay in my new place, I tried this new method that I proudly called "Recall The Good Ones" ~ I know it's kinda Lamey McLame but whatever. And I tried so hard [trust me, it's difficult] to recall all the nicest things that my eldest brother did for me and I put in my head [and heart] that my eldest brother is really a great big brother that I will always feel grateful for. And surprisingly, it works! I don't feel annoyed as much as I was before and more importantly I am not "PISSED OFF" anymore [not so much]. And I feel that I am happier because I don't hold any grudges. Well, if it works for me it totally works for everyone.
PS: Everyone should try that "Recall The Good Ones" ~~
Footnote:
1. I wanna thank GOD and my -Best Friends Rafflesian- for making it happened so smoothly ~ thinking and organizing it way bigger than I even dare to.
2. Last but not least, I wanna thank me for being ME.
1 comment:
Nice to hear what happen to you.
I think we're both in the same good place of some sort, I'm glad.
Besides this "thing" w/ someone, other someone that the one that I mention before, I enjoyed the new weather, it's been raining, like long rains that I been missing for months and months, so it lighten my mood in some way, ok lah good to hear you're in a good place.
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